saltheartfreak

Imma lil' late to the party, but imma do it anyway. Spring The year started with the regular curse of being sick. Had caught a flue while celebrating Christmas with family. It took a while to get rid off, but thankfully recuperated without issues. Finally got my appointment for the X-ray of my nose and sinus. And the conclusion was... meh, the sinus is just a lil' inflamed. Here take some cortisone nose spray. And so started my long and neutral medication. At least the docs told me that it wasn't anything serious, or anything "sickly" in my sinus that could get worse. So that felt reassuring. By April, I was getting comfortable in the Archive I had my internship. Some tasks was still a bit too complicated for me still. But I soon got help with that and my stress levels got down to normal again. Summer Early summer was exciting. My bf, Joeltheswedishdragon moved in together with me here in Valleyland. Almost 9 years since we got together, and it was finally time for the big

An other year, an other review. Spring I swear, am I cursed or do I have bad luck. The start of this year was once again spent being sick and incapacitated for the majority of the 4 first months of 2021. This time, it wasn't in my lung and throat, but for the first time in a long while, it made a nest in my sinuses. And what a nest it made and felt very at home in my body. I don't know if this year was the worst, or last year. But I would like to say last years flu broke me physical, this "thing" in my nose broke me both mentally and physically. It killed my voice, made me cough up blood occasionally and made me faint and black out and almost hit me head as I fell. It was a battle for the first 2 month and then it turned into duels and would be rematches and me winning every time by a margin. During this time, I was of course at home and continuing my internet interaction with the twitch art community. And upon joining them, has been one of the best chooses I have ever

And we are back into the ring~ Spring A mild and relatively snow-less winter graced our presence this year. Despite the mild weather came heartache and hardships... Early January I started my internship at the 2nd hand a bus ride away. New people and new work task. Was at first volunteering to act as the dishwasher for the things we were going to sell. Which was good, because it gave me time to get to know my regular work-buddies and at the same time, socialize on my own term. By February I was enjoying my work immensely. But life would have it's surprises prepared for me. Soon to be mum-in-law passed away. It hit my soon to be in-laws hard and we are still healing from the event. She passed away in her sleep, she had been sick for a long time, so I think we were somewhat aware that she didn't have long. I did get to see her and hear her speak my name one last time, before she passed away the next day. We got the message late in the evening. We weren't there when she passed, we